It's hard not to be faithful when it's all I've ever known
It's hard to not love you
Even when your betrayal cuts to the bone
What am I worth? If my all means nothing
What am I ? If I'm not worth loving
I hate what you are becoming
Am I worth less than being high, and nodding off on pills
Less than some cheap drug induced thrills
It hurts me so much to see you this way
It hurts even more knowing you would betray
Everything we've worked to achieve, my trust and belief
Addiction is a monster and it's swallowed you whole
Now all I can do is pray for your soul