Today I will all say aloud.
It's time to hear it because it hurts.
I had time to realize,
but something in me does not go out, it burns forever.
Why do you always come when you do not have to?
Why are you looking for me when you're on the brink?
Do not you see that my power is weakening?
Instead of every "no" I scream "yes".
With a silly joke, you smile.
When I'm the only one you'll feel.
With an unexpected gesture or word, you are happy.
And crying secretly at night if you do not think.
If you come close to my soul, I slow you down.
I dare not touch you, even fear.
Not that I do not imagine a thousand scenes.
But I do it, I know - everything will burn.
And why do you sometimes look at me? God!
And then we have to be nice friends?
I know it's wrong ... in the "can not" column.
But to fight I do not want and I have no strength.
Today I will not admit anything again.
You will not hear it so it does not hurt.
And as soon as I finish writing it,
I'll lock it in with other dreams.
Goodbye and Kisses ...