I won more than I wanted -
a ticket for his loneliness ripping off.
You got into my blacklist.
I crossed my painlessness.
I was drowning in wine, dreams, tears,
still the same recurrent refrain.
At one point I said, "Stop it!
Do not blacken every sunny day! "
Now you are not grown, you stand there,
and I've gone some way forward.
Behind the dark glasses, I hid my tears.
Whom do I deceive that I do not think about you ?!
Goodbye and Kisses ...