It feels so devastating and annoying to be in a situation where someone has promised you a particular thing with so much assurance that you will get the thing only for you to realize that it is just a falsely hope at the end of it.
I am not really the type of person that rely on people that much because I always feel everyone have what they are facing or going through, so asking or depending on people is like a disturbance from my own part which I don't find it easily to do.
I also don't like to rely on people because they can dissapoint at any time, so in other not to find myself in such situation regretting, I just have to do my thing with the best I can to achieve positive results later. Though it might not come easy as expected but since that believe and focus is there, then there is assurance of a positive goal.
There was a time one of my aunt kept disturbing me for a particular job that she wants to secure for me and that this job comes with a bigger offer and better salary that she don't want me to lose it. I wasn't interested to go for this job neither am I even interested for the offer but then the pressure keeps coming that I had no choice than to go for it.
As of that time I was in Lagos, and where the job my aunt was talking about was at Abuja. There were so many documents she asked me to get that requires a lot of money likewise also she asked me to pay a certain amount of money in other to secure this job. Looking at how this pressure was coming seems to me that this job might really be a good one, so I just have to follow the process in other to secure it.
I traveled to Abuja few months later with a date and assurance that I would go for an interview to complete the process. It then came to my notice that few days to when this interview date will reach, there would be an excuse from my aunt that it have been extended to the following month. This was how I became confused as this excuse became a constant one every month and before I could realize it, there was no hope, a year and some months was wasted without achieving anything.
The painful part about the whole scenario was that I abandoned everything I was doing to secure this job, only for me to realize that I was been fooled. I became a nanny overnight at her place looking after her children and animals she rears which was annoying but because I wanted to make mama proud I endured the pain and sacrifice.
My Revenge is to leave everything for God because there might be a reason behind the disapointment that I can't explain so to give myself hope and courage is to move on and seek for better days to turnaround my situation for good.
