I am not a common girl or well that's how I feel,I think I am out of the ordinary,what many would call "normal" and I am not the typical 18 year old girl who has many friends who goes to parties and has a lot of fun I am a little different and sometimes I wonder if being different is okay, I'm usually at home most of the time I go out but when I go to college and some other birthday but not too often I have few friends and I've never had a boyfriend so I feel the criticism and social pressure, is that at my age most girls have had a boyfriend, but as I say I'm different, I do not want to have a boyfriend just to have it I think I want to be in the perfect time and is that I am faithful supporter that everything has its time, its stage and we should not rush anything.
cómo le dije anteriormente tampoco me gusta salir de fiesta y es que soy fanática de estar en casa ,de leer un libro o de ver una película,esto no quiere decir que no salgamos,hay que divertinos y romper la rutina, ya que la monotonía puede agotar. sin embargo miro alrededor y veo que las muchacha son extremadamente distinta a mi eso más sentir muy rara la verdad, todo sería más fácil si me pareciera a ella y sólo tal vez así puede encajar en la sociedad o en el grupo de chicos de mi edad pero si decido parecer a las demás no tendría personalidad propia y viviera en una burbujas de mentira por lo que prefiero ser como soy sin fingir ser otra persona.
as i told you before i don't like to go out partying either, i am a fan of staying at home, reading a book or watching a movie, this doesn't mean that we don't go out, we have to have fun and break the routine, because monotony can be exhausting. however i look around and see that the girls are extremely different from me and that makes me feel very strange, everything would be easier if i looked like her and only maybe that way i can fit in with society or with the group of boys my age,I feel very strange to be honest, everything would be easier if I looked like her and only maybe that way I can fit in society or in the group of boys my age but if I decide to look like the others I would not have my own personality and I would live in a bubble of lies so I prefer to be as I am without pretending to be someone else.
A pesar de todos soy feliz con mis rarezas, con mis muecas locas y con mi cabello despeinados,soy feliz siendo Andrea.Por otro lado sabemos que no todo es felicidad la vida tiene momentos tristes donde el ansiedad se apropia de mi vida de tal forma que quiero desaparecer por un momento pero ahora que lo pienso, no todo puede ser perfecto eso sí estaría raro jajaja estaría raro que saliera todo bien así la vida no sería divertida porque la vida es como un largo viaje en tren tiene su parada donde a veces te vas a querer bajar y muchas otras no, así que disfrutemos de quienes somos, seres únicos e irrepetibles.
In spite of everyone I'm happy with my quirks, with my crazy grimaces and my tousled hair, I'm happy being Andrea. On the other hand we know that not everything is happiness, life has sad moments where anxiety takes over my life in such a way that I want to disappear for a moment but now that I think about it, not everything can be perfect, that would be weird hahaha it would be weird if everything went well so life would not be fun because life is like a long train ride has its stop where sometimes you will want to get off and many others not, so let's enjoy who we are, unique and unrepeatable beings.
Aunque debo confesar que no siempre tuve esta firmerza y estos pensamientos positivos y es que para ser la mujer soy actualmente pase por un proceso muy duro donde no quería comer,donde disminuí mi peso de una forma significativa, sentía una depresión muy profunda,no dormía y casi nunca sonreía hasta que un buen día toque fondo, estaba cansada de sentirme mal todos el tiempo, decidí salir de ese hueco donde me encontraba y empecé a realizar ejercicio dos horas al día, salí a caminar, empecé a dibujar, empecé a hacer más amigos y de un momento a otro ya no me reconocia ni yo misma había cambiado tanto, las personas a mi alrededor lo notaron, fue entonces así como refleje en mi comportamiento toda mi sanación interna y por fin fui libre de todo el yugo que yo misma propicie con mi mente.
although I must confess that I did not always have this strength and these positive thoughts and to be the woman I am today I went through a very hard process where I did not want to eat, where I decreased my weight in a significant way, I felt a very deep depression, I did not sleep and almost never smiled until one day I hit bottom, I was tired of feeling bad all the time, I decided to get out of that hole where I was and I started to exercise two hours a day, I went for a walk, I started to draw, I started to make more friends and from one moment to another I no longer recognized myself and I myself had changed so much, the people around me noticed it, it was then how I reflected in my behavior all my internal healing and I was finally free of all the yoke that I myself propitiated with my mind.
🇻🇪Thanks for reading I hope you like my post
🇻🇪Gracias por leerme espero les guste mi post
