Sometimes the feelings I had at the beginning of my Hive adventures come to the surface...
"Will someone read my posts or watch my vlogs?"
"Is it worth to write about this or that?"
"Will anybody see me?"
These and many other questions come to my mind and probably many minds out there.
My self-esteem has never been great as far as I remember and even though I have grown so much in the past few years, I still doubt myself...
"Am I enough?" or "Am I too much to handle?"
Probably I still give importance to what others think or take their opinion too much to my heart because I feel too much!
Even now I'm writing this and that "Delete" button is inches away from my fingers and every word I write I'm about to shut all down and call it another day without posting!
But, again, not only for the sake of others, especially for me I must write!
Because I've come too far to give up who I am!
(Cue Get Lucky Song lol)
I have to show others that they are not alone in self-doubt!
It is ok not being ok for a while, as long as you snap out of it!
Writing can be a good therapy to get things out of your chest!
And I miss it!
It is thanks to this community that I grew so much!
Sometimes I feel that I repeat myself a lot, but it is how much I like being here!
A lot of you guys showed me that I am enough! That I am capable of so many things! I have accomplished so many things even when I think that I did nothing!
So even if I just write once or twice a week, I will write something!
And if you are reading this and reach the end of it..if it resonates with you...you are not alone!
You have the support of this community...I promise!
Speaking of community, would you prefer me writing or vlogging? Or both?
Comment below :)
