You sound my past me a few months ago!
Thanks to this community I was able to find my voice and have the confidence to stand out and push myself every day!
Even though is all new for you, you are doing an awesome job!
By this time a great majority of people are quitting because is too much, too overwhelming, and give up! Yes, it takes time to understand it all but the good thing about the community is there always someone around to help! And also there are some that give up because they are too proud to ask for help! Guess what, I would be proud to those who seek guidance, it is not a weakness, it's a strength!
So, I'm proud of you and grateful to meet you even for less than a month ;)
Keep pushing!