I have bought some new books, new candles and for over a month now I "cannot" find time to relax the way I want and I usually do. Too many responsibilities? Yes. So many things to do? Yes. Not enough free time? Yes. Well, those are all excuses. Responsibilities never end. NEVER. We all have always something to do. From doing the housework, to working and paying the bills. Our life can become chaotic if we let ourself drown into it.
Time flies and we keep postponing the things we want to do for another day. As if there is one special, perfect, unique day in the future that waits for us to enjoy it. There are not such days. We are the ones who decide when to dedicate some time for ourselves. Even if this is going for a walk, reading a book, meeting your friends or doing absolutely nothing. Cause even doing nothing sometimes is more precious than doing anything else that we falsely consider useful.
So yes, I was drowning. Besides the fact that I constantly remind myself to slow down for a while, to take it easy or take a break, I catch myself doing the same mistake over and over again; not resting. Don't do that. Life happens NOW. Not tomorrow, not in a couple of months. NOW. Do yourself a favour and take a break from everything. Do what you enjoy doing the most. "Spoil" yourself and yourself will thank you for that. Don't forget to live... Don't forget to enjoy your life...
