There is sometimes the need for you to ask"how much longer?" and try as you can to know or even think you would get an answer, you witness a dry spell of no answers and more longer periods of waiting.
Starting out to do something in life has its advantages (very low) and disadvantages (very high) and for as long as it is something to do with your mind trying to change the status quo, the time to get to your win can never be a short one.
The only person who will stay the race with you longer than necessary is You. Don't bother to ask why no one else will stay because, it is your responsibility to be present for yourself.
If you do not motivate yourself, it will be difficult to be motivated even by Bill Gates.
Have you ever been in that space where everything you thought you believed in and have believed in for as long as you have lived suddenly starts to appear like a lie?
Have you woken up most mornings and you ask yourself "why the bother?"
Have you questioned your faith in God and ask what it is about in the first place?
Have you had to question your inability to find a win despite having done everything right?
Have you ever asked yourself "how much longer do you have to trust in the genuine works of your hands?"
Have you even asked any question out of a deeply troubled and struggling mind?
It is okay to be riddled with these and more questions because, it shows you are human and probably having a hard time adjusting to the status quo which isn't what should be.
How much longer before it all makes sense? I want to know because, the night somehow just seems to never end.
One thing I can say though, "hang in there, you are doing great and soon enough, it will all slide the way it should to favour you."