🧠 - Changing My Mindset - 🧠 Moving On With Life.

Hello!

For many years i have tried to change my mindset about life and have tried to be more grateful for the small things i do have...but i always seem to get back into a destructive mindset and start complaining to myself (and ngl to others also) about how life sucks,how i hate living in this place and how i want more money.

The thing is it's easy to complain about things and instead of doing something about all this i just tend to give up when i don't see any progress...why is this tho? Why can't i just keep on going when the smallest thing doesn't go as i want it to?

Well i could make up a million excuses but there's no point in that. The reason i just give up all the time is because i feel too stupid to learn most things and that i think i have no skills to bring value to society.

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Time For Change

So it's about time for me to change my mindset and take that first step towards getting the life i want starting from right now! And not only with the bigger things either...gotta work on the small things also like start going out on town more often,wake up & get up earlier every day and not sleep on daytime. As well as start cleaning my apartment more often and workout each day.

How Hive Will Fit Into This

Well first i will start posting more (i know i have said this before) but that destructive thought that i have nothing to provide in society have stuck with me for Hive posting also in the way i think no one will want to read my posts...or the fear i have that people won't like reading my posts. But i have realized with help from some friends like @taintedblood ... @ravenmus1c and more that as long as i enjoy writing and are happy with what i write it shouldn't matter as much what other people think. Though of course it would be amazing to have people enjoy my posts and getting votes...but the main point is you yourself should enjoy what you're doing.

Second thing that Hive will come into play with is growing my holdings in crypto and ofc Hive Power,H-E tokens and tokens on #dlux will come first but i will also be starting to grow holdings on other chains as well...some with post/comment rewards but also liquidity pools,dividend tokens,etc.

One of my main goals still as i said in a past post is getting enough holdings to be able to build a good computer for gaming/streaming...3d design/animation and video editing and i have come up with an idea thanks to @taco-pizza ...that i will use Dlux to put up my 3d designs i do in Blender as 360 degree images and maybe even 360 video clips (if that's possible)