I have turned 20 yesterday, well it was really indeed a strange feeling. I did not expect it to be so strange. It was actually scary. I have so much things that I want to achive things I want to do but it feels like I am allways running against the clock. Finally luckly I feel back mentaly since I took that part time job. I want to to the great things and I feel like I am starting all over again, which I don´t have a problem with, I will prove my value with the time.