You're the messy bits.
Even if I know I'll get nothing from you, I still believe in you.
Sometimes, I thought you're more what is given.
I enjoyed every minute I spent with you, you're indeed amazing!
You made me believe on something.
I never experienced to believe it before.
You made me think I can be happier in some place with you.
You made me go on, and never realize to stop.
You blinded my innocent eyes.
I've been a fool, who never realize how foolishness changes life.
If its true then that I'll be happier in some place with you,
Why does it feel better without you?
I thought I need not to let go of you.
I might not let go of the feelings I've got.
But something must happen first so something else can happen.
You might happen to me, but you'll never exist anymore.
You will not exist altogether.
You're just a character and you'll never be a person.