FAMILY"MOTHER ADVISED"

DO NOT HATE ME, MAMA

(a true story in northern ireland)

Twenty years ago I gave birth to a boy, his face pretty handsome but looking rather stupid. Sam, my husband, named her Eric. The longer it becomes clear that this child is a bit retarded. I intend to give it to someone else just to be a slave or a servant.

But Sam prevented that bad intention. Finally forced me to raise it too. In the second year after Eric was born I also regenerated a beautiful little girl. I named it Angelica. I love Angelica a lot, and so does Sam. Often we took her to the amusement park and bought her beautiful children's clothes. But not so with Eric. He only has a few sets of battered clothes. Sam intends to buy it, but I always forbid it under the pretext of saving family money. Sam always obeyed my words.

At the age of Angelica 2 years Sam died. Eric already 4 years old at the time. Our families are getting poorer with increasing debt. Finally I take action that will make me regret for life. I left my hometown with Angelica. Eric who was sleeping peacefully I just left it. Then I stayed in a shack after our house was sold to pay the debt. A year, 2 years, 5 years, 10 years .. has passed since the incident.

I have remarried with Brad, a grown man. Our marriage age was in its fifth year. Thanks to Brad, my initially angry, selfish, and arrogant bad qualities are gradually becoming more patient and loving. Angelica is 12 years old and we send her to the girls 'school girls' dormitory. No one remembered Eric anymore and no one remembered him.

Until one night. The night, wich I dreamed about some child. His face was rather handsome, but looked pale. He looked up at me. Smiling, he said, "Auntie, do you know my mama? I missed checking Mommy! "After saying so she started to leave, but I held her back," Wait ..., it looks like I know you.
What's your name sweet? "
"My name is Elic, Auntie."
"Eric? Eric ... Oh my God! Are you really Eric? "

I immediately jerked and woke up. Guilt, regret and other strange feelings hit me right then and there. Suddenly came back an ironic story that happened just like a movie that played in my head. Now, I realize how cruel my old act. It was like going to die just then. Yes, I have to die ... die ... die ... When I stay the distance of the blade I will scratch to the wrist, Eric's shadow flashed back across my mind. Yes Eric, Mommy will pick you Eric ...

That afternoon I parked my blue car next to a shack, and Brad with a look of surprise looked at me from the side.
"Mary, what happened?"
"Oh, Brad, you'll hate me after I told you what I did first." But I told him sobbing too ...

It turns out God is really good to me. He has given a husband who is so kind and understanding. After the tangissaya died down, I got out of the car followed by Brad from behind. My eyes stared closely at the hut that stretched two meters from my face. I started to remember how the hut I lived in a few months and Eric .. Eric .. I left Eric there 10 years ago. With sadness I ran over to the hut and opened the door made of bamboo. It's so dark ... There's nothing! Slowly my eyes began to get used to the darkness in the small room. But I did not find anyone in it. There was only a piece of battered cloth lying on the ground floor.

I took it as I watched it closely ... The eyes began to glaze, I recognized the piece of cloth as a former shirt that Eric had worn everyday ... A few moments later, with a difficult feeling to describe, I left the room ... My tears are flowing swiftly. At that time I just stay quiet. A moment later me and Brad started up the car to leave the place. But, I saw someone behind our cars. I was surprised because the atmosphere was dark. Then the face of that person was so dirty. Apparently he was an old lady. Again I was startled when he suddenly rebuked me with his raucous voice.

"Hey ...! Who are you?! What are you doing here ?! "
With courage, I asked, "Mother, do you know a child named Eric who used to live here?" He replied, "If you are his mother, you are a cursed woman! Do you know, 10 known ago since you left him here, Eric kept waiting for his mother and called, 'Mommy ..., mommy!' For not having the heart, I sometimes feed him and take him with me. Although I am a poor person and only work as a garbage scavenger, but I will not leave my child like that! Three months ago Eric left this piece of paper. He learned to write every day for years just to write this for you ... "
I also read the paper on the paper ...

"Mommy, why did not Mommy ever come back ...?
Mommy's mad at Eric, huh? Mom, let Eric go, but Mommy has to promise that Mommy will not be mad at Eric again. Bye, Mom ... "I screamed hysterically reading the letter.
"Mom, please say ... tell me where he is now? I promise to present him now! I will not leave her again, Mom! Please tell..!!"
Brad hugged my body that shook violently.
"Madam, it's too late. The day before the mistress came, Eric had died. He died behind this hut. Her body was so skinny, she was so weak. Just for the sake of waiting for you he is willing to stay behind this hut without him daring to enter into it. She is afraid that if her Mommy comes, her Mommy will leave again when she sees it in there ... She just hopes to see her Mommy from behind this hut ... Despite the heavy rain, with the condition.

I'm weak he keeps insisting on waiting for you there.
Madam, your sin is unforgivable! "
I then passed out and could not remember anything else.

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