so, im having 'novembrain'
mortality weighing heavy, so u been spouting all the shit i acan, to 'make change'
cant expect someone to do it for me, without 'leading to the water'
so basically just been brainfarting ... everywhere
many dont understand the torch.. err...
inability to, get the words out. to ...
finger the doohickies
as fast as the brain tries to tell the fings to fing
if u dont have capability to pickup what i drop, cool
#not2judge
if u do, rad, banter wimme (wash-me neigh .. neigh... )
part is 'ooh, thats a song lyric (generally indicated within :notes: )
or a snippet 3 seconds long from that 45 minute special i watched on killerwhales.
or the jingle to some show from the 30's that only got 3 episodes airtime
or 1 of 1trillion+ outlets available
iffaponywantslearn, lettemlern
u has 2 ears, 1 mouse. ask the questions, get the knowledge.
been spending a lot of time in tip.cc server tryna 'catch them drips
friend chuckled when i told him what i do. the reply was perfect, hope i can verbatim it well enough ...
"so, u spent x time, in y channel, typing 30 word sentences, in a room, thats 80% bots"
soundbyte from jim jeffries - gun control:note: pops to mind - 'and my answer to that is ...' yes.
when i boarded this ship back in the day, 1k doge was 1c.
it wen/if mooned, to nearly a halfabuck. alas, i was all-in on unnamed...
yeah ... i know ...
eggs n a basket analogy goes here...
but kyc's errywhere were ferken-me
and a btc claim was 1k sats, per hour,20 hrs a day ((ponies still gotta sleep ))
#dead-on-1z-feet
#thats-how-ponies-sleep
initial invest, $70.
2 years later, id 'bought a frend a gf ( import ) and stacked 1.1 btc ( 21k aud.)
then 'ermagherd i lerst the kerrrs' ((not me )) (keys lost, send halp)
convenieently found again once friend had 'exported themselves.'
been rebuilding since, but 'the passion' just isnt there now.
I have a 'spin for positive'
and the only + i guess is 'was left with zero' - can rebuild from 0.
but oh that road back be slow. no longer is it a 1ksat claim, its a 3 sat claim.
nor is it 1k to the cent, so progress is slow.
the struggle, is real. the battle, feeling un-winable.
and that scares me a little.
that hope may fade
callsbacktofirstimage ... help me ohwalewiv-dele, ure my only hope
i dont 'want u to gibe. specially not here. when this place'gives me the abilityto get what i need ... i just need for my 'vote to matter' - to be able to 'drop them likes on the comments ;) ((currently onboarding through alt.servers. more hivians i can help, more ppl i can 'connect'
if only my wpm was as fast as my brain to pun.
i try. oh how i try
:notes: with lyrics missheard ...
try, try, try.. try in vaiin... only got yoursellf (well,
((but ill own it. i trusted a 10yr irl friend, with keys...
to the thing he pushed me to get into. notyokeys, notyomoney, right )
anyways, its thisshit that keeps me awake at night. wen-reish?
wen-funeralfund?
wen-make-it?
had a great debate in hex/pulsechain server today re: altruism -
i want to 'get gud' so i can help others 'getgud 2point oh'
as they say in flight emergency thing ... getcher maskon first..
u cant save lives, if ureded
i realised recently, pride, will let you starve.
likely where 'swallow pride' comes from
cast pride aside, ask the noms u need.
world provides.
#noone-knows-need-noms-if-no-tell-need-noms
#change-my-mind