First of all i am sorry about what you are going through,secondly i would like you to give you some

advice though i do not know if you will want to take the advice,my advice is that first of all you should try and

look for another job that will be less time consuming because just like you said the stress of the job was what

triggered the depression through it is not the only reason for your depression but the fact that it triggered

it shows that your job is also part of the problem so try to get a different job that will be better,now after that i believe you will have more time on your hands and that

would make you to have time to go out and meet new people,at this stage of your life i believe you need to

start going out and meeting new friends that you can always talk together,laugh together,play together,watch movies together etc..from your narration it is obvious

that your social life lacks that spark and that is why i believe when you start becoming more social then you

will meet more people and new genuine friends that you can always pour out your heart to and i believe that will

help you to fight the depression you are facing,i would also advice you to visit a medical praciticioner that will recommend you to professional counsellors that are in

the field of tackling depression...goodluck and i wish you the best of luck...