In life, no matter how rubbish things are going, there are some things that make it living just a tad bit easier. And I think it's these things that are the bits we should cherish, and appreciate every now and then.
The hazy city dusk, long lazy walks along empty roads, bus trips towards the countryside every now and then, and roaming through the woods where no one is there to bother me, these are some of the things I look forward to. Even lighting up a cigarette in the middle of the night is something that takes my stress away. And opening a book in the slow afternoons to read, is also something I adore.
I'm grateful for all these, and am grateful for the people I have around me as well. Having places to pour down my worries, talking to those who understand and those who support, what more is there to ask for?
Inner peace is something that is far fetched and nonexistent to me. I don't think anyone who is alive, ever truly is in peace. Because life, as long as it lasts, brings out complications. So it's just better to never look at the bigger picture when it comes to this.
"Viva la Vida"
That's all there is to it, I guess. Because who knows what tomorrow really holds. And who knows what you will end up missing, if you are too focused on how life sucks.