Four months... Four months since my last post on Hive. July 2025 has arrived and I feel like I missed half a year.
Where did I go? Well, Scotland for a bit. But mostly home. I'm uneasily settled into a routine. I despise this funk. Scotland was the high point of the year, the rest has been a slog of boredom and overwhelming stress.
Not that life is bad. I honestly shouldn't complain. See these pictures? A fun Sunday evening. One of many pleasant evenings. But all things being equal I would prefer some change.
I'm looking for a new job. I'm looking for a new wife. I'm looking for a new project so I can ignore the 39 other ones on the back burner (hell, covering the whole stove).
25 years with bipolar partners, this quiet and settled life is unnerving. Habits were never easy to make when one might be whisked away to something else. But oddly enough, I had them. Hive was a habit, and Steemit before that. I would post every day, and always something new and fresh.
But four months have gone by. I doomscroll now. I wish for death. I hate getting up. I hate knowing what every day will bring, at least as much as one can know. Obviously life is always a new and different day. Ish. Different-ish.
So I am back here. I have 4000ish new images (2500 from Scotland alone), those have to be good for something. I must make new habits, productive ones, to replace the doomscrolling and save me from my own self-created despair.
If you're a fan, bug me. Make me post more. I need some encouragement in this tedious life.
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S. D. G.
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