I feel your pain, I know how it feels being in the position you are, At Ground Zero.
First of all, Try to calm down and relax first. Don't let the trauma or devastating experience affect you negatively, See the positive side of it and take it as a lesson.
Nothing last forever, So as this stage you are in, It will pass and you will overcome and have a good and better time to celebrate your victory.
Cheers.🥂
Bless up.👍🏻💥
RE: AT GROUND ZERO