G'day Steemvents, (I like this one, can it be what we are called?)
As I have written earlier tonight would have been our anniversary, it would have been nine years, we were a couple of weeks short.
An update, I have a plan and a friend to be with tonight, I won't be alone.
Also today was the first time she showed any sort of sadness about the break up at all, but it could just be because the guy she invited over, and rubbed in my face that she wouldn't be alone while I would, isn't sure he will make it.
My instinct is to cancel my plans to make sure she is not alone, but that would probably be a night of being very depressed and getting put down constantly, or her guy would turn up and I would be even more depressed and alone... so I am resisting the urge to look after her, it is no longer my job.
Thank you for the platform.
-Drakahn
