October 5th 2017 I joined steemit just because I liked crypto and never thinking about the impact being on here would make on my life.
I didnt really start posting much until January 2018, but with all my struggles and my lack of quality access to the internet I eventually found a safe place here posting on steemit.
Steemit to me is the height of transparency and content curation for a social media platform and no I’m not ignoring the flaws that occasionally make life a little troubling but one thing always remains constant, as long as you protect your keys, whats yours is yours, I have tried out some side applications for steem but at the end of the day steemit.com is where I feel most connected with my account and my comfort zone. Its simple and easy for me to maneuver and with my querks I like that.
I’m not a great blogger, I have a mind open to many things and a willingness to share my voice and when I have time to sit down and focus on others on here I like to see all the beautiful lives being lived and recorded here.
I’m smart, I know this, but I’m also a bit damaged and that often leaves me blank and distant because behind the scenes sometimes my mind becomes muddy and doing regular things suddenly seem tremendous or damn near impossible.
I don’t want to live an unlived life. I want to break away from the shell of depression and find away to take the mud from my mind and sculpt it into something beautiful and share that so that I can give back to/for my existance in some meaningful and positive way.
I would like to form some sort of group on here as I work on myself in these ways, in Canada we did something called the bell lets talk day, a day to open up and confront depression and other invisible disorders like such and it was quite successful, but a discussion like that cant be solved in one day, an open discussion must be going at all times for anybody that needs to hear or share these stories to help them move forward and onward into healthy more positive existences.
So im just going to hashtag #letstalk and check back on it if this makes anybody else feel like they need someone to just listen and make things clearer.
To all my 1000+ followers, I care about you and thank you for being here with me on this brilliant blockchain.
Muchlove.