It's Time

It all started at this hour. Everyday waiting for the clock to struck at this quarter, to share our little quarter of the day.
But today, both stared at the time, not pressing the call button. The things am scared of, this is one of them. The distance between us is eating me second by second.
All this while I thought nothing could separate us, not late it was that one person had to ruin everything.
Is it really matters to what we were in the past or did? Isn't what we are and going to be are the most important thing and to be worried about?
I haven't been sleeping, thinking all the terrible things you must have on your mind about me, not that am total clean but not even that dirty.
Yeah, I mess up things a lot but that's just the way I am, I don't have any bad intensions or to hurt anyone. Day by day am trying to untangle myself into a better person and you were the one helping me the most. Inspiring me the most. I really love you. I love you as a brother, as a friend, as a family to me.
Am not even sure that you will still love me the same as you did to me. Not sure things would be better again. Not sure.