-Anonymous-
...And this is what I feel for you, love!
DEAR LOVE,
I heard that some things are better left unsaid but this one isn't just one of it but I decided to do this anonymously.
Good old days, good old memories... Days of friendship, days of sincerity, days of love! But now this is only but a vague memory.
Love changed you, or did it change me too? Love changed us!
How did we get there? Principles gone! Boundaries crossed! Sense of reasoning blocked! đĸ
How foolish of me to think something good could grow out of this..
It broke my heart to know I fed my distraction at the expense of another soul's happiness. I wept terribly for I let my guard down...
The past is in the past, so I leave that memory buried in the innermost part of my mind.
Days turned into weeks and slowly revelations began coming.
I read between the lines and figured you've derailed... This wasn't love anymore but a means to swindle.
You really wanted to eat your cake and have it, sadly things don't work that way.
Without much ado, you dragged in the mud the reputation I built for you.
I saw your flaws, I knew your cunning ways, I sensed your insincerity, you caused me unimaginable pains, your promiscuity saddened me but I never said a word.
And in all these you said you love me?
I'll say your love is wicked!
Everyday I wake with wild thoughts and questions I can't find answers to..
Why me? Why now? Could this really be you? What happened?
But who will provide the answers I seek?
Just because I'm human, I let the tears roll, I let my heart bleed and now I'm left numb.
Despite all these, I stayed.
Not for any benefit cos what have you to offer me? I know you needed me and I respected you regardless.
Never forgot all you did for me... I just loved you, it's all I knew how to do and it's just what I'll keep doing at a safer distance.
I hope you never think you fooled me cos I see through your mask in everywhere...
I hope you never try to cross the line again cos I'll be ready to break hell loose!
I hope you change for the better cos I still believe there's light in you.
And someday if ever you're asked to define love by the mention of just one name, I hope I'll cross your mind.
Cos as undeserving as you maybe, I love you regardless!
Today, I rest with peace.
Hello! I'm didieeđ A passionate educationist, English Linguist, dispenser of knowledge and a poet.
I appreciate you for reading through, your comments will be appreciated too.
Never forget to do more, talk less and never get mad at another man's success. Much love!â¤ī¸