I think I just had a fight with my boyfriend. ( We are in a long distance relationship). And this gives me lots of anxiety because we never fight. This does not mean we raised our voices at each other . He said something that rubbed me the wrong way and I guess I interpreted it the way I wanted or I heard what I wanted to hear and not what he was saying.
That was last night before we went to bed. We talked it off mostly last night and I went to bed.
This morning when I woke up- I remember saying to my self- " hey, remember you are upset with him ok?"
He texted me sweetly this morning but I was cold. He asked me if I am grumpy and I said no, tho I was. I just wanted to act like he acts and not pay so much attention to his texts and not answer all day.
The difference between the two situations is that I was doing it out of spite and to be mean. I was acting like that because of what he said. I won't get into details.
Now I feel like poop because I feel like I created a situation and took it beyond what it was and that was not necessary.
I guess , if he is reading this post, know that I am sorry I acted like a brat. You are sweet and I will try to be more understanding.
I will give you tons of kisses.
Namaste
