Aww sorry to hear that you're experiencing that kind of toxicity at work - it sucks that it happens even to the best of us. And even to the most positive person like you!

Rejection violence sucks. I think I've been in this situation way too many times in the past. Some men feel entitled to our bodies and use us for the validation of their manliness. It's crazy this behavior is still happening in this day and age. For the same reason I've changed a lot and I'm always more careful now - to the point of not being able to trust anyone.

I hope that you stay positive and see the good in people. I hope things work out for you.Stay strong !