Thanks for the kind words. My family is kind of toxic and me being their financial ATM, its something they don't want to see me getting married. And I approached doctors who said you can always go to old age house just take care of family and go to old age home and don't get married. So this whole scenario is like I am on my own to save myself. As the society is rigged in favor of parents despite them being toxic. But god knows what is keeping me alive and with blind hope that everything one day will be alright. Me just find internet hopeful and crossing fingers.