I don't know if in your life you experienced this type of the event where you learn about something and want to hold off all the things that you are going through in other stages of life. And for some reason you just don't find the event ending.
This happens with Knowledge a lot. Like you are learning something, don't want to eat, sleep or meet people outside, and then you learn till it ends and then after some time new things come up.
I think the type of the frustration that we see with the learning is that becomes the drug. And we don't want it to end ever. It just keeps on feeding our head and we move from one new thing to another.
Imagine scenario where you wanted to do something with your life once you get graduated and once you get XYZ. And till that time you stop yourself from enjoying the things. And you end up in a cycle where you move from one part of that to another.
It's kind of like a curse where you move from one thing to spend time in life to another. And slowly that would be leading to a more or less curse where you are going to be suffering on many counts. I realized that something always gets missed and we have no control over that.
In order to move ahead it helps when you give up on more things. And not chase the life blindly. Some ways the things can be pretty damaging and it can be pretty much serious if you ask me. I realized that life has a lot of options and we should not push ourselves on anything for long.
Make sure you learn from things but don't spend lifetime on same things forever. Something will always be missed. And you are not supposed to stick with things for long.
