I was thinking of coming to your DM some days ago to ask if we can postpone the challenge 🙂. I have not been myself either. I didn't know what to call it. Crying for no reason, feeling my sanity slipping from my hands. In the midst of all this, the voices in my head kept at their loud banter. I almost had a relapse 🙂. I wanted to stay away from Hive and anything through out the year but then I remembered what I signed myself up for.

It's even hard to really smile without it being forced. I won't lie and say I'm very enthusiastic about this but I am beating (with his help) the voices in my head that keep saying I am not worth it and that I'll flop it. 🙂... Hehe. I don't think I have ever had to fight so much for my beliefs than now. It has been one hell of a week🙂.