Use To

Photo by Neal E. Johnson

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I use to stay mad all the time

I use to get angry easily

I use to take long walks in the morning

waiting for the sun to come up

I use to to wish the sun won't show up

I use to wish it was all night with the moon up and bright

I use to cry alone listening to sad songs on the radio

I use to see the world had nothing for me

I use to get stuck in my feelings

looking for a sign or a reason to belong somewhere

I use to be quiet

A wallflower in the party

I use to be weird in the darness way

I use to wish there was someone I could talk to

I use to hope someone will understand me

I use to pray

soon I forgot how

I use to get lost in my feelings

this was me

I use to be this way

All in the past now for I am no longer this way