A great deal of what you're saying sounds very familiar to me...I don't have all the answers, but I find breaking tasks down into smaller/simpler goals seems to help a little. Taking things one step at a time helps from getting overwhelmed and quitting or never starting or bouncing between things unable to decide what project to try and tackle.

I still find it difficult to take pleasure in completing those smaller goals (until the whole task is complete)...and even then, I have to consciously make myself pay attention to feeling good about having accomplished something; but still, inch by inch, row by row...that's how to make a garden grow.

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