Day 30 #365grateful

Today I was forced to opened up about how I feel and what I think. I am so blessed that I have someone that I called my Best Friend that is full of life wisdom.

She was always the crazy random type. Like she would suggested to do this one crazy thing at a random moment. Hahaha it was quite unbelievable at 1st. But after a while I just go used to it so much that i wasn't even surprised anymore. Hahahhaa
She was like that crazy and random. Very adventurous and daring. Fun type. But who knew she would tell me the best piece of advice that i still hold on to till this moment.

HAVE NO REGRETS

There was this one time that I seriously screwed up. It was the dumbest thing that I've ever done. And I was totally numb from the pain that I was totally lifeless. I was blaming myself so hard. I condemned myself. I cursed myself. Totally beating up myself.

And I told her what happened to me. And as a best friend she would say comforting words to me. She was really trying her best to help me get back up, to pick myself up. And the one piece of advice that she said to me that really impacted me greatly at the very moment was HAVE NO REGRETS.

When she said those words, my mind just went Ting! That was so true. I shouldn't live with regrets in my life. Besides, I only have this one life to live. And i don't want to live my life feeling miserable because I chose to hold on to my regrets! Sure, I was dumb. Sure, I screwed up. Sure, it ruined me. Sure. But why choose to live this life in regrets???

And at that very moment, I picked myself up. And start living again and stopped feeling lifeless. And i still hold on to that very words. HAVE NO REGRETS.

So today I met up with that very same best friend of mine, and again I was surprised by how wise and insightful she is! ❤❤❤ and again, I am so blessed to have her in my life. God really sent her in times of me screwing up in my life.

She confronted me about the things that has been bothering me. And i refused to tell her. But she made me say it anyway. She always have her ways in making me do what she wants. Hahahaha but yes, she made me tell her about the things that have been bothering me. And as much as I felt so embarrassed to tell.. even I got hard time trying to accept it, I just told her about it. And again, she had the most insights and wisdom from anyone else that I know. She views life in such a positive way. And her insights are amazing I tell you! ❤

And I am so blessed to have her in my life. I thank God for giving me comfort when I needed one.

This is one of the crazy random thing that she wanted to do together with me today. Painting using water colour!