Life iis not a bed of roses, it is full of ups and down and those moments especially my down moments I give God all the glory because me being alive was kind of struggle some years back and there has to be a very important purpose while I am still here, there’s a saying “tough times don’t last only tough people do”. When I think about my life I really don’t dwell on the fact that financially I’m not stable yet or because I haven’t eaten the kind food that I really wished to eat at the moment because there was a certain time when my system was very low and even almost shutdown- I would be asked what I wanted to eat and even they bring it and even extra just to make that i ate but I couldn’t even bring myself to eat.
And yes right now I eat well, infact I eat sometimes almost as if there’s is no tomorrow, sometimes when I crave something I just go ahead to buy it to eat because why? YOLO!
I only live once, when people are down or sick and they say they can’t eat anything at all, I totally understand their predicament because I have also been there before, A whole me was given given turkey and I couldn’t open my mouth to eat, it may sound funny now but when I couldn’t, it was tears and depression inside of me.
Some months back when I was sipping success financially, it was good and fun-there was never a day my account was zero, Infact everybody in my house knew that I wasn’t broke, I spent money at will, sewing my from one church cloth to one wedding cloth to one burial cloth or something else, lol.
Reminiscing back to those times I feel like going to back to those fashion designers to collect back my money, the last wedding I attended in June actually collected a lot from me, I couldn’t just pass on it because she was like sister and she also gave the material for free, made that material with alot but now I just abandoned it and I’m never wearing it again, to be honest this month as been some kind of way, I haven’t even left my house since this week started cause I’m actually low on cash, but I’m really not too worried cause I know its just a phase and it pass in no time.
In the first case, the only reason I was really able to manage to pull through was because I had God and my family by my side, my mental health went from 100% to minus 0, it was that bad and in this second case all I have is hope and the things I have put in place, and my advice to anyone passing through one difficult time or the other is to please hold on to God, have good people by your side, spend wisely and never despise the times of little beginnings because they’re all part of your story.
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