God is not asking you to have it all figured out right now. God is not asking you to understand what you're going through. God is not asking you to make everybody happy. God is not asking you to heal by yourself.
Everything that God is calling you to, he's not asking you to do it on your own. He's just asking you to trust him through it. Asking you to let him love you through it. Asking him to let his strength be made perfect where you're weak. Where you end is where he can begin.
He's not looking for perfection from you. He's looking for progression from you. And I feel like we put this heavy weight on ourselves to be God for us. And then ask God to be God for us. And then it's like we're in competition with God all while we're asking him to be God. And then we're trying to do his job for him.
I try to do God's job for him, but then you're trying to be God. That don't make sense, do it. You're just a chill guy. You're just a chill girl. God does what you can't do because he's giving you the ability to do what you can.
Once your capacity ends, once your emotions start indicating to you, not dictating you, but indicating to you that there's something that you need. Talk to God about, pray about, invite him into. Then let him be him and let him do his job.
That is not an indication to go overwork yourself, to go find another outlet, to go and seek validation from other places and people and situations. It's not your indication to go overspend, overshop, get your spending night back and go sleep with somebody because you're lonely. That's not your indication for that.
Get your mind back home. Get in that prayer closet and get in that word. Let God be God.
If I have to tell you that again, I'm going to go.
