Phone vibration, a new message,
I do not need to read the content just to see the sender also makes me tremble.
Okay, there are some people who know they will never pick you, but they will not leave you. Those who do not like it will call it selfish, and those who are trapped in that relationship will call themselves melons.
I save that person as Do Not Reply.
It was a very long time to reply to my message. There is a message repeatedly a few days after the new reply, sometimes months also do not reply. When sweet when cold, when full of loving affection, sometimes leave me crazy with the silence to escape.
It was a person who made me think that I was an important part, and that sometimes I did.
A person I never knew, who shot me with delusions I painted myself.
I have always kept my emotions for a long time. Because every time you want to let go is the sweet message that comes. I am happy all day, the hope again hatched in the heart. Then again, silence, cynicism, disappointment. Pitiful.
The messages seemed so much that I seemed to memorize those little conversations because I kept looking back and watching again.
I know exactly how he or she posts, there are always two spaces between punctuation, capitalization. Very rarely message. Always interrupt each segment so every time the message comes to the screen appears a vertical. Many emo laugh. Can always make me laugh, no matter how long I have to wait.
a very gentle person, gentle words, know how to care, very know how to make people melt ...
but really scary.
It was a long, long way to go, and I had to get help from other people to realize I was spinning. and when it stops completely. I never regret but never blame, those expectations, those melons, the hope of the hatch and fall, anyway are also beautiful feelings for their emotions through the that boring day.