Trying to understand the world and feelings and everyone else is really exhausting. It's much simpler though, when seen through the lens of Christianity. To have that sense of liberation and freedom however, takes work.
Jesus makes it bearable- life's bearable because of Him because when I don't understand I trust Him anyway. And when I find it hard to trust- I cry to Him, frustrated, even angry and He makes everything alright. Though nothing's really resolved. But I can't help feeling trapped sometimes. I get angry and frustrated and reckless and then I inflict myself. Whenever I feel like I can't do anything or resolve all these complicated emotions, I resort to cutting my hair.
When it feels like I can't do anything, doing this one thing seems make me feel like I have control again.
I think, as humans, we all have that need to have sense of control and we feel so lost and often angry, when we don't have it. I'm curious to know how you guys cope.
words and photo all mine. i don't recommend cutting your hair after every major emotional crisis, like me. watching a good movie or climbing a mountain might help馃槃
-Dayana
