There are some things in this life that you don't even have an idea the starting point nor the ending point. All you just have to do is keep at it, keep moving, keep pushing. You don't have a choice.
There are also some times that no matter how much you push or how much you try as much as possible to get it right, you might still not get the best part of everything. It's not really your fault as a person. You have to understand that.
But you must be aware that there is a lot that goes on in this life. And if you are not ready to be man enough, strong enough to weather the storm of what life is going to bring to you, you might find out very late in life that you should have stood your ground and stand against every opposition and every challenge that comes against you and win the battle. Then proceed from life upon the podium of victory.
It is by this that you can really win. If you are coming from the side of defeat, trust me, knowing fully well that life has already won you 2-0 because of you being born. And because of so many factors that surround your birth, especially if you are born in a third world country like where I am, then you are still not taking life very seriously.
I really don't know what I am going to say again to you because you are in for a long thing. And if you are not careful, you might never bust out of that kind of scenario. You will just be moving round and round in a circle till the end of time.
And when the grey hair starts showing on your head and you want to buckle up, it will be too late because even your belt cannot come together at that point in time, neither will you have hands to buckle it. What you have to do at that point in time is to just accept your fate and move on. That is all.