Oh my days. Why does it seem like I'm holding back my tears? Few weeks ago, a part of this scenario happened to me. Honestly babe, you lost nothing. And I say this with so much certainty; not just to make you feel good. I asked myself several times, why would you keep me at bay whilst you struggle with whatever you're struggling with. I practically tell you everything. But I have to be the one to suffer your silence, your distance and all that. I actually came to the realization that that's not love. If he didn't see you worthy enough to share his pains with, then that's not love my dear. I don't even know what to define that kind of behavior. And don't say its because he didn't want you to feel his pains. Love shares, and its not always the best thing, sometimes its sharing the worst kind of pain.