Trying To Get Back Into It - My Actifit Report Card: September 9 2019
A day of days it has been, running on fumes these last few....
Today started with the usual wake up and dog walk but there was nothing usual about it!
Now living in the new place we went to explore the trails near by.... they all kinda suck on my side of the Gorge Waterway 😒
Work ran an hour late, our divider was being stupid then when it worked the moulder started to screw up... long kinda crappy day when already feeling tired and bitchy
Our after work walk we tried going across the bridge but nothing was lite for trails or even off the sidewalk paths... wanted to record a vlog but did not find any where bright enough other then the gas station...
Or the DQ
So.... looks like much of my night recording will have to be done in the house or with a light but that’s kinda blinding... meh or not at all
So screw it, doobie time and bed.... having a hard time getting back into the video flow... posting flow even 🤔 usually the green gives me a creative spurt but since I’m so bagged from moving it’s just adding to my discouragement....
It’s not just the green but the timing of everything all at once, my move, DTube changes, STEEM changes, seemingly multiplied by loosing my year long posting streak 🤦♂️ stepping away was easy but stepping back in I’m needing to overcome my reservations all over again....