Can I ask why you don't have alot of money? Bad paying job or part-time? Or how come? Or spending on unnecessary things?

Not that I have a lot of money, but I am stable.

everything feels like a carrot on a string, and every one I reach for starts to swing just out of reach

Isnt it just the way we have built up socity? It puts so much unnecessary presure on people..

If you are streaming, youtube shorts or multi-stream could be quite good! Also patreon or some other thing for people support you..

!PAKX
!MMB