Thank you @joalvarez, when I here my parents use the knives here in the house I am hearing a chop sound, typical sound when you use a dull knife and it does bother me :|

Anyway i am still hopeful that things will change in my life, with a bit of prayers from people with pure in heart I think God will hear it. But I am feeling some good changes already but I still have more grounds to gain before I can experience anything substantial in my life.