While I cannot sleep that well today I just thought of doing some digital painting. I am still practicing the depth and the lay of the land but with limited knowledge and skill plus my difficulty in making the right effects I just get the final result as it is.
Maybe soon I will get better at this so I will just keep on practicing because I might perfect this new craft that I am pouring some of my time into. This is just a good way to spend my time so that I will get distracted into what ails me inside.
Right now I have many worries and doubts in my thoughts about many things and it just brings my mental state down especially if I am having some breathing problems that really magnifies what I am feeling inside me mentally. At least it doesn't affect my digital painting so it just looks bright and cheery in my point of view.
But I am not depressed, only disappointed into what is happening to me because no matter how I am trying t o make myself feel better other people still have a great impact on my life negatively. I hope that I will still not give up despite the things that makes me feel down and physically crashing.
