I have no appetite to eat, I just can't. I feel ill because of Cinacalcet's side-effects but I have to take that drug because I needed it.
But I have to eat, not just some calories but also some protein. The stew that my mother had made is not getting my interest, if only I have a normal appetite I would have downed a bowl of that viand which is a soup of Pork pieces and some vegetables.
But I just have no desire to eat anymore and I had been battling that issue for almost three years now just because I want to get well with my pain and bone deformity issues. Had I not taken Cinacalcet then I will just die a lingering death and I do not want to be in that situation hence my religious taking of one of the things that causes my misery, Cinacalcet.
Anyway I have to eat nonetheless I had thought to just eat a piece of boiled egg and a piece of small bread. I had it with a thinned-out cup of regular coffee because my mother didn't bout the decaffeinated one.
Then after eating I asked for a half piece of Pear as my fiber source and of course some vitamins and minerals it has and Potassium which actually is bad for me. But I have to have some fiber so that I won't suffer another bad constipation.
My Phosphate binder Is Indispensable With my Every Meal
I Also have To Get Some Source Of Fiber
That was the conclusion of my supper, some carbohydrates from bread, some protein from a piece of boiled egg, fiber and nutrients from a piece of Pear fruit, plus my needed calcium carbonate and also my Phosphate binder to help me curve out my body's phosphorus levels.
That is why I can never add some more weight because I cannot eat normally at these times where I should because of the Pandemic and I am thanking God that at least I am not even getting colds ad flu considering my current medical condition.