Not much happened today except there is not much pain in my body that is bothering me but of course all those years of bone degeneration just won't make get back into normality and restore back what I had been before especially my appearance which had been affected with a great impact so severe that it created a very distinct kind of disability on me which I am trying to manage even psychologically.
I am just glad that I haven't gotten a family for myself because if it happened that I had a family with this kind of condition that I am into then it will be hard to bear with them getting the slice of worries and problems that will be associated with me. So I am just happy that I am not married and still single but there is always something in me that is longing for a deeper relationship like romance and such.
Well back into my body's health. My only complaint that I am hoping to go away was this pain in my chest. It is like it was a tension pain because of the bending of my chest from the collapse or shortening of bones in my back and it kind of ruined on how my bones should align so it creates some kind of pain especially when I sit or walk.
But these days I can move much easily and my breathing is lighter and much better too. I can also sit for a long time now for a few hours and it gives me a joy especially with some bonding moments with my parents.
I also tried to eat upright. I did finished eating with some spillage of food from my mouth so it is quite not working well in that regard and I may choose to just lay down while eating. I believe that I do not need a denture at this point because the gums below my mouth in front of my tongue is the problem as it gets in the way and displaces food in my mouth. So I needed an operation so take some of it off but surely it will entail a fairly big sum of money for a surgery to get it fixed.
Our village will be getting ready for that noon time game show and it will be a fun and exciting day especially for my mother. I hope that I will get many prayers to make her be included for some of the give-aways. But I But we have steemt anyways so we willl not be missing much.
