Back then in the past, when my body has the strength to do anything,
I ate any food of my choice and gained fitness.
My weight grew after a while,
It was so easy to lost them.
I wasn't bothered,
Good diet wasn't my problem back then in the past.
Back then in the past, nothing to fear in the woods.
My summer camping was great back then in the past.
I always listened to mom's warning to me,
“Be careful in the woods, come back on time.”
Back then in the past, I can see very clear because I have a good eyesight.
I could see far and near, I don't need glasses to see properly.
Now written things seems too tiny for me.
My vision is failing me, I could only see things that are near.
Don't know what is happening, memory loss is added.
To be honest, I am starting to get scared.
I always forget reasons why I do somethings.
Back then in the past, I feel safe everywhere I go.
So secured nothing scares us.
Problem is spreading everywhere, no place to take cover.
I am so frightened.
Back then in the past, my strength was much.
I wasn't feeling pain anywhere in my body.
I work from day until night.
Now I feel pain in some part of my body.
Resting my body will really help me feel right.
It surprised me I am old now.
I am not young anymore.
Time is moving very fast, I can feel it.
What should I do now?
I came up with this answer.
Trying new things makes you stay young and remember to keep up with time.
Let your mind be open for new ideas to flow.
Don't rush, take all the time you need.
Thinking about back then in the past,
My mind are always busy doing things that gives me joy.
I don't want to go back to the past anymore.
I feel so happy everyday.
