I am moving into this new week with more intentionality in the things that I am doing. Last week made me realize how much I suck at multitasking. I can be worried about multiple things at the same time, but doing them at the same time is quite an impossible feat for me, as far as I have discovered. Because I had a really busy week at the studio, especially towards the end of the week, I could hardly show up for my business. I wasn't able to post much because I was carried away by the physical activities I was doing, which got me worried.
I totally dislike feeling that way because no matter how important what I am doing is, I would always feel like I am not doing enough when I don't do the things I am meant to do. As much as I knew I was showing up for photography and doing the things I could do, I still felt horrible because I wasn't able to show up for my business as much. It is even worse that I am aware that I haven't hit my sales target for the month, and that has been getting me super worried. I don't know if it will get better once I show up more, but I still want to try. Also, there is the need to actively find ways to do better with multitasking.
As the week is about to start, I am thinking of measures to put in place for posting. I want to create a kind of structure that would work even when I have a tight schedule, because I would have done all the major work beforehand. I am thinking of creating a well-detailed calendar of the things I want to post, on which platform, and the captions I want to put on the posts. This is so that by the time I am ready, I would just copy and paste them straight. Without it, the normal creative process of getting all those things together might feel like pressure when I am combining it with whatever I have going on physically.
In all of this, I have a course I have been meaning to watch on how to navigate YouTube faceless channels. I have been wanting to get into that, and I hope to finally do it this week. I also have to do some major editing this week in preparation for my shoots next month. I even have some YouTube videos to catch up on! On top of all these, I have an assignment that has been pending for a while, and I hope to get it out of the way soon. Writing it out makes it much more glaring that there is so much to be done. Well, they shall be done if I structure and utilize my time well.
I just remembered that I might even have some videos to make about content creation and also my business. Oh my, being an adult is definitely not a joke, but I hoped for days like this and I will gladly give it my all. I will try as much as possible to still show up here, but for now, here is to Day 8✨️🥂
