I find great comfort in nature. I especially love rainy weather, with fog, thunders, clouds. When most people would go home scared of a storm, I go out. I do not know if it is the solitude, the smell of fresh watered down air, the almightyness of nature, something always lures me in on a cloudy day.
A couple of days ago I have lived one of the highest moments of my time in nature. I caught up such a foggy atmosphere inside a natural park that it felt like I was walking through a tropical jungle. I felt like Mowgly must have been somewhere in the trees, that surreal white lake fairies would be hidden into the forest and that a song of silence would whisper into my ear stop. Listen to this. It is finally quiet
A lot of the times I crave for genuine connection and companionship. It is not easy for me to find people who get me. I get used to solitude faster rather than to getting used to people who will not make an effort to understand me. I feel much more alone when I am not being understood. I am easy to talk to once somebody gets through my tough shell. Once you sit patiently and pat gently on my shell, the turtle Mary will have the courage to sneak her head out.
I am sure that my personality makes me so in love with rain and storms. In love with the things which people get scared of because they do not understand them. We often get scared when we meet people we can't understand...
I believe people fear, envy and judge what they can't classify. We often hurry to put people into a box, judging them accordingly. After life shows us our wrong doings, we often say to ourselves: if only I would have given them more of my time and more of my patience....
I always give time to rain to cover me with its smell and wrap me in her arms. I always have the patience to walk through a forest and listen to the silence. I always give time more time. It comes with aging, with maturing, with understanding. We can't understand if we are afraid. We can't love if we don't have patience.
Good things come to those who know when and how to wait. For a foggy blissful day when the feeling of happiness will be unveiled like a leaf is washed away and is born again under the rain.
The storm washes all away and leaves you floating in a state of admiring the power of silence. And then your mind is free and floats and floats and floats....Everything is weightless. The pain. The fear. The burden. The past. The future. You're just floating... In the NOW....
A couple of pictures taken in my rainy day
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