I also tried to put myself in a doctor's shoe and yes they are mere pieces in the big money making machine called clinic. God know that if I would have to deal with 50 people per day weekly I would have a tough time being nice and cute with all. Human nature has limitations.

I believe in food and the curative power of prayer more than in medications really. I know there are oral alternatives to intravenous chemotheraphy. I will not accept anything else because I have already mentally decided. It is tough. A part of me wishes I would have been in some other country with a better system than in here yet I have also witnessed people who still do not make it with all of the advanced medicine in the world.

Food prayer movement and emotional cleansing. I believe in these more at this point. I shall see what the future holds on next.

Thank you so much for the encouragements🤗🤗