What's next? Finishing this packing ordeal as I am surrounded with cardboxes in which I have put stuff that I call " part of my life".

I am moving this week to the new town where I will start this journey for God knows how long. I am waiting for the oncologist to call me with the immunohistochemistry results from my biopsy and see what's next. I talked with the owner of a cancer NGO from this town who told me that I should seek support and I was happy to find this organization for cancer patients.
Today I washed my hair. I enjoy it while it lasts. As I will probably have to prepare mentally to lose this beauty which makes us women feel pretty.

I take it day by day. I trust God or however you decide to call this infinite intelligence behind the creation of the universe. I pray. I hope. I write. I look forward to study art. I smile. I am prepared to fight this. I will have good days and not so good days. The loss of hair is something I am trying to overcome at a mental level. Other than that....I accept this experience with what will come.