Uh wow I never thought of my new experience like this.

Reset button.

Yes. This is why I feel like I am somehow a different me and I try to understand what I feel and why I feel it.

Last night as I looked myself in the mirror I had an a-ha moment: how on Earth did I had the courage to just go for it? And not only with Denmark, Germany, but also with the salon, the life choice that I made. Bold, brave and sometimes crazy decision making. On my own.

Look at all this stillness. Oh yes. When I observe this in nature it makes me realize how petty all ot my worries were and will be. I feel much more connected with a spiritual side of me. The part who knows that I am , just like you are, temporary on this blue dot. And that everything I am going through is just a journey. It makes me get out of my overthinking head and rebalance myself. Just like you run from the urban jungle and take yourself on a hill from where you can see the bigger perspective : that the Universe is bigger than what we think.

I feel that I am changing. But it feels like a change toward a version of myself I buried long time ago. It is definetely a scary process to start all over again. But is shows you what you are made of. And here I shall say that tough romanian cookie is an understatement and I am proud of this version of myself. The one who think she will do it all, without fear.
I wake up in gratitude every day. When I feel the demons of the past circling me around with sadness, regret, melancholy, I bring myself into the present. I am here because I brought myself here. Through faith and grit. Solo. And that is by any definition brave
Thank you 🤗