Oh it feels like you took a deep dive under the photos and picked up the emotional gemstone underneath the written words. It takes great emotional intuition to grasp these fine subtleties in my post.

I feel many can relate with what I feel. Everyone has been through heartbreaks, sorrow and changes. It leaves something inside your soul you need to tackle with. It was there before the event would happen, in the end I guess it is all about our individual journey as human beings. To see what can I become with the hand given by the Universe right now, in this very moment.

I teach myself to remain in the present and stop ruminating about the past. Also I unlearn myself about idealizing people, wishing they would have been different. It is a gift I offer to myself, to learn to let someone or something go. It can bring sadness but once I recenter myself I realize that you can't park a future in an occupied place by the past especially when it is obvious that those people moved on while I remained mentally and emotionally stuck.
Nature helps me. Art, photography, writing and just remaining my creative self helps me. Wherever I go, I learn to build a house within myself, a house in which I can always find peace and calm. Currently it is under construction. I am on the right path .
Thank you for your words , they resonated with me🤗