I don’t know what is wrong with my heart
Or why my life is rented’
All I see are tears and miseries
And every relationship I had fell apart.
You can see that from my scars
I think my star is faulted.
I’m the only one who wakes up broken in every relationship.
It’s really hard to have a life
I think I’m cursed.
Dad left home when I was 5
And mum disconnected with niddles.
Wish I get lots of love but I feel non
I see flaws in perfections
Even when you are the one, I still see demons.
I’m sorry for the harm
It’s not my intention to run.
My life is full of hurts and worms
Abuses and shutdown.
I’m a fragile soul,
A lost battle.
I wish I can be fixed
But I’m far gone and unrepairable.
